I wanted to finish Art Academy and I end it up getting Master degree in Journalism and PR. I had boyfriend through my college that I could swear I would spend my life with, we ended up broken and totally stranger to each other. I thought I will have my best friend close to me my whole life, and that we will always drink and gossip people we don't like, even when we are old and grumpy but life had its own plans on that one too, so she moved to Italy. Even though distance doesn't change anything and we are still there for each other, but I do miss her.
So while thinking about that, and all other different roads I went through against all my plans I had for me I realized one thing. It still ended up good and I am still fine.
I didn't finish Art Academy but I am damn good at my job and am good at writing, and most of all I enjoy it so even though it didn't go according to my plans, it ended up pretty good.
Even though I loved that guy I dated in college and we never reached our plans we had for us, family marriage and all that, even though we broke up, I met a guy that is perfect for me. If we never broke up, I would never met the love of my life, I would never knew how it feels when someone gives himself whole to you and doesn't expect nothing in return. I would never felt real love and I would never knew how much am I missing in life. I would just settle for less of a man, and now I know that even then in that relationship, I deserved so much better. And now I got what I really deserved. :)
And regarding my girl, my best friend moved far away from me, but thanks to that we now know how strong our friendship is. That not even distance and busy schedule can make us stop caring and loving each other. We will always be friends, sister and soul mates.
So in the end I realized, that this roads I traveled throughout my life are not worst then the ones I had in my plans and in my mind, they are just different, and in some ways even better.
I learned that even though road is different then you expected, it doesn't mean it is a bad thing.
Just go with a flow breath and trust your journey.
You will be fine. :)
